A part of me wants to go back to you. See what it would be like all over again. But I stop myself because I see the childish old you no matter how much you tell me you have changed. I still see the same little boy that I dated. I need stability. I need someone who wants the same things in life that I want. I want a mature MAN. Not a boy. I want a man that will put my son and his needs before he puts his own. And when that day comes I believe that God will send me the right one.
I can’t wait to go to the D.R
I can’t help to think of how happy I am going to be in the future without you, and possibly without a man either. I am now getting to the point where I am getting comfortable with myself again and knowing that I am a good women, a GREAT mother, and a human being that makes mistakes. I am far from perfect so I don’t want to put off that I am because like I said I make mistakes, but I learn from them and that is all I can do as a growing women. I am very proud of myself for who I am, and what I have become of, and who I know I want to be in the future. And I am a very proud women when it comes to that.