I hope things are better for you then they are for me.
It sucks that I do not have you as a friend anymore.
It sucks that I cannot express how I am feeling because you are the only one who knew how to make me feel better in a way. Or even helped me out.
It sucks that I cannot express myself to others because they do not completely understand me..
It sucks that even though no matter how much I try most of the time it is never good enough.
It sucks that this is my senior year and I am not even enjoying it like I thought I would be.
It sucks that I am trying to make or get you to like me more then you do and it is NOT working.
It sucks that I have never wanted to give up more on anything in my life like I do at this given time.
It sucks that I feel like I am losing myself, and I have never had a chance to figure out the real me.
It sucks that I feel like most of the people that I want to be there for me are not.
Don’t think I want sympathy out of any of this because I don’t. I just want people to fully understand me in some kind of way or another.
With you is where I want to be
I can no longer trust you
and Trust is something important to me
Do you think you can gain it back because I don’t.
How will we go on?
I need music!!!
Help me download some!?
(HAHA get it!?)
Have you ever had that feeling when you just wanted to tell some one FUCK THEM!
Tell them how you really feel.
just lash out with no fear.
Well that’s the point I am at right now.
I wish my head was hurting rather than my heart.
Did you run away because I told you I loved you.
Did you run away because you couldn’t handle me anymore
Did you run away because you never did want anything to do with me and my feelings no longer nor never did matter to you.
Either way it is it hurts dearly.
I would rather you tell me you don’t want to talk to me anymore then to just stop texting me out of the blue.
I believe that hurts much more then anything else.
Thank you very much.
Slurp - via Ozbatur
Slurp - via Ozbatur
One day when I was in pre k,
My mom signed me out of school so we could go to Arkansas to see my grandparents and the whole ride down there I played in the back seat with my power ranger toys my mom got me. <3
I have now created my own Tumblr all thanks to you!!
Lets make this thing fun shall we?